Riot Poetry

They gave us death, destruction and, violence

They took away our breath, put on quite the production, now stand in silence.

They want you to believe when they say they’re looking for relief

to stop the murder and the crime

doing only what will further the plan

during this self-imposed frightening time

when Antifa’s the new& modernized Klu-Klux-Klan.

10.28.2021

Let me be perfectly blunt,

you're nothing but a cunt!

I'm sick of hearing you grunt

of your stupid, silly stunts

I'm here to confront

I'm honest, outspoken, and out front

That's the difference between you and me.

I am not the cunt

on some wild witch-hunt

looking for gold in a false treasure hunt,

12.22.2021

3.20.21

I didn't need to experience this to show how "strong" I am.

I don't deserve the tears I cry every day to remind me of my fears

I don't deserve this fight I'm in to save my life

I wasn't warned or trained but thankfully already learned to survive

3.15.21

and, again, the woman put out her arms,

"Who can help me fill these empty spaces...??"

She gracefully fell to her knees...

and quietly sobbed,

she felt like such a disgrace...

she had failed at everything she tried,

her life-long dreams, just memories in the wind.

She had nothing that she wanted,

She had all she needed...

Solitude, solace, silence,

yet there she stood

her arms outreached,

her hands cupped

open toward the open skies.

June 8th

just a bottle of booze

and a bottle of pills

Got nothing to lose

Lost my will.

I'm tired of just surviving

trying so fucking hard

always crying.

never thriving

inside, slowly dying.

Hate being paranoid

so full of outrage

yet so void.

I feel like I live in a squirrel's cage.

Where nothing makes sense

and everyone runs in circles

everything, everyone is so tense

businesses open behind a fence

where hatred and rage are fertile.

Will it be my life I end

or one of theirs?

while they riot outside downstairs

People sit alone in their wheelchairs

alone, frightened, and scared.

Left behind and forgotten another day

with no offers of help ever coming our way.

March 23, 2021

"The fight for the city I consider home, the city I love."

Portland.

What do I do when we’re so discouraged?

Become inspired and encouraged!!

How should we find achievement?

You'll experience bereavement.

We'll grieve for a period of time

for the city, we knew

we'll have to witness the needless crime

in their attempt to overcome & win their coup.

We'll scream, cry, and want to deny

we won't believe the things they do

or all the bullshit they throw at you.

Never give up for that's what they want

they want to injure, they want to haunt

they want to scare us away

make life so shitty we've no desire to stay.

Don't give up yet, make a choice

to fight, to win take away their voice.

It'll be demanding,

a lot of confusion

there's no understanding

of their ideals of delusion.

It's an illusion, everything they say is unproven.

Stay with your fight

You know WE ARE RIGHT!

The truth needs no defending

there's no pretending

to make things look better than they are.

Can't say how it'll end, but we've come this far.

Be willing to wake up another day

to fight and make this city better.

BE the go-getter.

This is OUR home, our place to stay!

FUCK SENATOR RON WYDEN

His silence

just widens

the rift of this violence.

A man elected to protect this state

has shown nothing more

than contempt and hate

paying off Portland officials

all so superficial

as if they’re his whore!

Whose lives have been enriched

How many people have sat and wished?

or begged God because they don’t understand

why these cities leaders have placed such unrealistic demands

of burning this beautiful city that once thrived

a city where people lived, not JUST SURVIVE!

To the ground

then walk away without a sound!

HAowARarDESTheY destroy the police!

How dare they take those who kept the peace!

They've destroyed so many lives

they’ve sat back and watched their residents DIE.

Watched their police be abused

ordering them to stand down

NOT to do their jobs and defend this town!

We’ve seen people drop dead to

Stabbing, shootings, 80 homicides

covid, fires, and suicides.

We’ve seen others chasing with axes and knives

gunfights on the streets in broad daylight,

people stomped by the boots

these cowards wear

We’ve seen riots & violence in the streets

auto theft, burglaries, increase in all crimes.

And No one’s gonna do their time.

Got to get out of this town,

before it swallows my soul

before it takes total control

there's not enough love goin' 'round.

There's a stench that lingers in the air

an aura blankets this city

that silently screams for America's pity.

It's a place where people aren't treated fairly,

so many people seem so unaware.

There are laws written in books

to prosecute criminals and crooks,

Portland's on her knees a shakin'

because the power of the police was taken.

They have no reason to arrest

even if the criminal confessed.

They know they're goin' home

not to jail where they belong.

They're free to go out another day

Ya best hope they don't come your way

or cross your path

there may not be a way back.

12.5.2021

Get off your Shetland pony

get on a higher horse!

All that crap you spew

is gonna bury you, of course!

Anything that I can do

I'll be like Santa's elf

wrap your Karma in a package

and leave it on a shelf

Send Ya packin with your baggage

in the dark all by yourself.

Someday you'll be sitting in a cell -

knowing you're going nowhere, but straight to hell.

You look around and you’ll

see that there’s no one there!

Just think, no one cares!

May the angels above

give your ass a hefty shove

a shot straight into hell,

only then the city will get well!

11.27.2021

If you've come here to stroll & stalk,

make sure ya talk,

then take a walk.

so, I can block.

When trolls Stalk and Stroll

Do ya figure they roll and listen to Rock?

...Wish you...

Happiness more than sorrow,

Hopes for a brighter tomorrow,

Joy in the goodness of life,

Simple times more than strife.

I hope you find all your Dreams fulfilled,

That is your life, you're thrilled!

Evil runs the streets,

ruins this city,

murderers walk free,

they could be standing next to you or me.

Crimes are unpunished,

criminal behavior is rewarded and encouraged.

Citizens suffer.

Oh, if they only knew...

the things I'm willing to do.

10.09.2021

When city leaders/CRIMINALS CHOOSE TO ALLOW criminals to commit crimes and go unchecked, not held responsible what choice do you give US? You're ALL cowards of the scariest kind.

I'm sick of playing by UR new "rule"

sick of U being cruel.

Didn't U learn in school

didn't momma teach U

not to be a tool,

or act like a fool?

Is it me to teach U a thing or two?

How to follow the golden rule?

None of U who are so depraved

will walk away from this unscathed.

10.07.2021

She had lost hope

Saw there's no way left to cope.

When she started to believe

The lies they told her

That she didn't matter

She couldn't conceive

Truly no one cared

If she lives or dies

Or the tears she cries.

The fact she tries

There's nothing left to do

But say goodbye.

10.07.2021

These people who RIOTED all summer last year and think that what they did could NOT have affected the residents downtown, I challenge you to come and meet with some of us! Just because someone isn't hurt physically doesn't mean that emotionally or mentally, they weren't affected. For a city that SCREAMS about mental health is SO important they REFUSE to address those of us who live downtown, who they KNOW struggle. PEOPLE LIVE DOWNTOWN! Antifa, anarchists, and rioters HURT THEM! FFS, AT LEAST OWN WHAT THE FK YOU DID!

You may think your secrets lie hidden away,

but your secrets will tell the truth one day.

What's *your* secret?

That's your truth.

You may wish to keep it as one would like to keep their youth.

You're as sick as the secrets you keep

as we see you do not make a peep

when surrounded by violence

you remain in perfect silence

you stand in the darkness

just like a coward

somehow thinking you're empowered.

10.04.2021

"I'm sorry. For what?

Everything. What's everything?

You know, "everything."

No, I don't know what "everything" is to you."

Can you explain, try to ease this pain?

Or will you try to erase,

then run-in haste.

Stand up, take credit, be a star!

Or you can sit down,

blame everyone...

show everyone you're the coward you are.

You never were meant to be a rising star,

you fell from the beginning.

All can never be forgiven.

9.30.2021

What have they done to my city?

For them, there will be no pity.

No one walks away from rage

No one walks away unscathed.

There's no justice no peace

here love was taken sometime last year.

Murderers roam the streets is it,

someone, you might meet.

9.25.2021

I'd rather stand alone in the truth, than fade into its shadow as it disappears with the setting of today's sun.

These Moments are frozen in time,

memories ingrained in our minds.

We all have our own story

our first responders walked in glory.

Some gave their lives so others could live

What more a sacrifice could anyone give?

20 years have come and gone...

Americans joined together...

and together we moved on.

9.11.2021

You've shattered Portland's integrity.

You've brought this city to her knees.

You continue to ignore constituents

You REFUSE to address the violence,

homicides.

You're a failure to the city & what she represented,

or did you just bring out Portlander's true colors?

9.10.2021

As the wheels in Wheeler’s head

spin round and round,

another gunshot fired,

another human goes down,

another 1 dead

and Wheeler’s wheels just spin

round and round.

9.2.2021

I really don't care if *you*

back the blue

that's not up to me,

It's your view.

It's up to you.

Don't tell me what I MUST do.

Morals and integrity shine through

the darkness of ALL the lies you spew.

8.28.2021

There are freaks crawling the streets

who at 1-time must have said...?

ok, I'll try it, I'll riot!!

All in the name of fuck the police

kill 'em until they're dead

together we can force all the laws to cease!!

Together we will move ahead!!

Whose "brilliant" ideas were these?

8.23.2021

Whose fantasy has become someone else's agony?

Who storms behind the scenes angrily,

yet performs on the stage eloquently, in their head?

Who demands to be the director, and, because of it, people are dead?

8.12.2021

She's gonna sue the ci+y

because she really is THAT shi++y!

Don't give her any pi+y,

She ain't smart or witty.

She holds a race card in her hand,

plays i+ every chance she can.

Can't wait to see her go down,

can't wait to see her beautiful frown

after all, she's the 1 who +orn the city down...

She thinks she's so grand

She's only 1 of many Poorland clowns.

Karma loves people who are hard AND nasty!!

8.6.2021

So, you're gonna sue the city

to show us you're really just that shitty

You've been SO mistreated & abused

sounds to me like your ego was slightly bruised.

Is this really your higher horse?

Why, yes, it is, of course!!

Can't wait for the day they haul your Heines's away!!

8.5.2021

Or is that your HIGH ASS away??

You can't be someone you were never meant to be.

A small wee man named Richard Fowler

just spewed in chat,

oh, my he’s sour!

He needs a new job pullin’ rabbits out of a hat

or tissues coming out of his sleeve.

He thinks he knows my beliefs

thinks he can act like a sneeve

and he does!

Probably cause he doesn’t believe in a God above.

Who are these pastors?

preaching the Bible from their podiums

yelling nothing but hateful idioms

screaming at riots that All Cops Are Bastards?

I've got a secret

I ain’t gonna keep it

may all trolls

duck

and

roll...

It's something so simple

should've been learned before ya went to school

"Do unto others

(Treat everyone like your sister or brother)

as you would have them

(Your brothers and sisters)

do unto you.

Kindness brings kindness.

Get off your high horse,

get on a Shetland pony

better call your homies

before you become the walking corpse.

You won’t have as far to fall,

they just might catch you as you fall off the wall.

IDC if you get hurt

or lie on the ground and cry

you never were alert

to the millions of teardrops that filled my eyes.

You won’t walk away unscathed

because I can no longer

keep my rage, caged

I walk around and wander

in the city, I no longer know

someplace I can no longer grow.

When you fall from the place you esteem

thinking that you knew

when that bubble of a dream

explodes you’ll be singin’ the blues.

Get off your high horse

get on a Shetland pony,

did ya call your homies?

Gonna need pallbearers

to haul the horror and terrors.

You’ve become Portland’s only walking corpse.

12.03.2021

I know someone with a secret

she’s not gonna keep it!

Fuck yourself and your high horse too!!

12.03.2021

Bills and pottles

She'll show you "off the rails"

if that's what ya wanna see

if ya really want to tip the scales

if that's who ya want her to be.

But why send her flying off the tracks

when all she's wants is her life back?

Go ahead, call her unhinged,

tell everyone she's on some crazy binge

tell others she got nothing to offer

tell them she's nothing but a quaffer,

she brings nothing to the table

out of her mouth spews crazy fables.

She's offered more than you

she's denounced the lies

the violence too

you hide in their disguise.

May this violence one day, meet you.

Why don't you take your knees off of her neck

and give her a chance to breathe?

Maybe offer to write her a check

let her out from underneath,

let her move on...

that's all she wants

just to be far removed and, gone.

12.03.2021

I'm goin' to the bridge

just so I can live.

I don't want to end my life

it's why I haven't given up the fight.

I can't survive like this another day

I know there is a better life, a better way.

I deserve the chance

to be happy again, perhaps dance.

To walk free and openly,

to thine own self be true.

I'm not goin' there to sing the blues.

I just need help and there's no one to turn to

except for you.

Why must I feel the humiliation,

embarrassment, the degradation?

Why can't they just return a call

from a woman so desperate,

her back's up against the wall?

All she's done is scream to express it.

All her calls have gone unheard

all her emotions are raw and, stirred...

Why must she feel like she must

walk to a bridge to live

because she can no longer trust

all those who promised to give

a better life,

a life without strife.

She demands a way to go on

she's not going to be your pawn.

12.02.2021

September 2021

HARDESTY

It must be nice having everyone wrapped around your thumb

thinking no one else can see because they’re dumb.

Do not tell me that you are oppressed when you’re the one who’s suppressed

THE FUCKING TRUTH!

No one has SILENCED you IN YOUR MAKE-BELIEVE PRETEND YOUTH.!

She will sue the city that pays her salary

SHE turned into a shooting gallery

because she really IS that shitty.

For her, I have no pity.

THIS BITCH WILL NOT WALK AWAY UNSCATHED!

She’s got me to deal with…

and

MY RAGE!

To Portland City Commissioner

Jo Ann Hardesty.

Let’s talk about

ARSON and ARSONISTS

LOOTERS & LARCENISTS

HOMELESS, HELPLESS & addicted

those who are deeply mentally afflicted.

THE LIE YOU SPEWED ABOUT THE Police

when instead you should have been demanding peace.

THE TIME YOU CALLED 911 WHEN YOU WERE

ALONE, FRIGHTENED & SCARED.

HOW YOU HAVE SUCH INFLUENCE,

YOU TURN YOUR BACK & BETRAY YOUR CONSTITUENTS

I’LL NEVER UNDERSTAND OR KNOW

NOR THAT LOW WOULD I EVER GO.

LET’S TALK ABOUT PTSD & TRAUMA

CHAOS, & DRAMA

DEPRESSION & DISSOCIATION DISORDERS

FLASH-BANGS & MORTARS

THINGS THAT GO BOOM

& FILL YOUR ROOM

WITH THE LIGHTS OF THE EXPLOSION

FROM THE BUILDINGS WINDOWS

THAT SURROUND YOU

DOWNTOWN RESIDENTS LEFT TO ROT IN YOUR RIOT ZONE

LET’S TALK ABOUT YOUR RAGE AGAINST POLICE AND THE ELDERLY

(AS IF YOU YOURSELF AREN’T ELDERLY OR “OLD PEOPLE” AS YOU CALLED THEM.

LET’S TALK ABOUT WHY YOU SAID NOTHING WHEN THE RIOTS BEGAN AND TED WAS ABSENT, WHY YOU STILL CALL THE RIOTS PROTESTS, THE TIMES YOU INCITED VIOLENCE.

LET’S TALK ABOUT THE FACT YOU SERVED IN THE MILITARY, YET YOU HAVE NO ISSUE IN LEAVING PEOPLE BEHIND, DYING, DEAD, DEPRESSED, YOUR “CITIZENS BE DAMNED” ATTITUDE.

LET’S TALK ABOUT WHY YOUR OFFICE HAS TWICE GAS LIT ME, OUTRIGHT LIED TO ME.

LET’S TALK ABOUT BUILDING ONE’S LEGACY,

FOUNDATION AND CHARACTER ARE THE BASIS OF SUCCESS.

LET’S TALK ABOUT HOW MANY HOMICIDE VICTIMS ARE POC AND YOU REFUSE TO EVEN ADDRESS THEM!

LET’S TALK ABOUT BEING TRAUMATIZED, TERRORIZED, HORRIFIED FOR OVER 150 CONSECUTIVE NIGHTS.

LET’S TALK ABOUT WHAT IT’S LIKE TO BE DRIVEN TO A POINT YOU NO LONGER GIVE A SHIT!

MY ATTITUDE OF

I GOT NOTHING TO LOSE, DO YOU?

SUCKS for DUMB FUCKS like you.!

We’re playing by YOUR rules,

so corruption is the name of YOUR game,

Don’t expect me to sit back and act a fool.

To take you down is my aim!

Portland ANTIFA

A. is for Antagonistic!

N. is for Narcissistic!!!

T. is for Threatening!!

I. is for Intimidating!!!

F. is for Fucked up!!!!!

A. is for Assholes!!!!!!!

FUCK ANTIFA!!!!!

September 7, 2021

I'm sitting here seeing

my life's shattered

my heart's torn and tattered.

trying to understand

such deceptive demands

she is the one in command

a friendship destroyed

leaves such a deepening void

Such a deep betrayal,

Wheeler’s such an idiot

so is his pal little man POS Schmidt.

Hardesty fits right in with them

none of them condemn

the needless violence

they meet that with silence.

The mouths they have

that spew so much

nothing but bullshit

not 1 of them will even touch

the violence

not 1 steps up, not 1 will quit.

No, not all cops are bastards,

but this politician is a liar

she lied about fires

she is this communities disaster.

She screams at us to fuck the police

to rethink community safety

she's the one who wants no peace

She's gone after her agenda hasty

she's placed EVERYONE in danger

and, really believes she's the game-changer.

She starts the fights when she incites

violence in the streets,

shows her hatred with each word she speaks.

10.29.2021

The current plan is to develop a plan.

CLOWNS IN CHARGE

Teds Travesty

Jojo's House of Horror & Haunts

Schmidt’s Shithouse

Mingus’ Madness

Carmens Chaos

Sam’s Charade

Bullets, blood, barrels, and bears

flying flowing to keep people from dying

No police here to keep the peace

violence now rules the streets.

Anything to make Portland City Commissioner Jo Ann Hardesty look better than she deserves to look. In her first 2 years in public office, Portland is seeing the highest murder rate ever in the cities history.

Nov 4, 2021

Some people's silence just may end if they're met by violence.

More people are speaking up, let's keep going, VOTE Hardesty OUT!

Before I became unhinged

I decided to go on a binge.

so I went looking for coke

and while I was at it, why not a toke?

I went to the nearest bar

thank God it wasn't far.

Sat down and ordered myself a drink

tapping my foot to the tunes

romance

Nov 3, 2021

I'm so tired of living in this lawless city

so many residents only deserve my pity

don't know what happened to their integrity

or why they choose to act so dreadfully.

These aren't the people I thought I knew

something happened, everyone went askew.

Turns out they lied, they've no pride

they seem to take murder in stride

watching, as their neighbors have died.

These aren't the people I thought them to be

nothing like I thought I knew

how was it I didn't see

something had become so askew?

The lack of compassion, love, or empathy

have turned them into the enemy.

What was I supposed to do

about something I never saw or knew?

All I did was go to sleep

assuming my safety is something I’d keep.

I was awoken to a BOOM

as the reflection filled my room.

“This isn’t who we are” I claimed

as people rioted, looted, and burned

because they felt they’d been so spurned.

Their rage and anger churned

they hit a tipping point everything turned.

Violence filled the streets at night

as rioters fought an unfair fight

screaming into the faces

of men and women they’ve never known

filming them with their phones

while wearing the boots their momma laces.

Knowing if they get caught and go to jail

Mike will be there and scream, “No bail!”

Charges are dropped,

but at what cost?

Freedom of Speech, for a few, not all

They scream Fuck the Police,

they want NO peace

they’re willing to brawl.

People have died of H&R’s and homicides

while the city leaders decide

to let the crime rise

they close their eyes

meet violence with silence

allowing this to happen in their defiance.

Demanding everyone submit to their demands

yet NO ONE controls or commands…

me

NIMBY’s

HAHA

how about NIMFU’s

NOVEMBER 8, 2021

I just waited for someone like you all my life

someone who fills it with grief and strife.

Come on Baby,

fuck with me.

I wanna teach ya a thing or two

ya went to school but never learned

what a woman will do when she's spurned

how it's hard, come time to "pay your dues"

be held accountable to those you screwed,

everyone you betrayed and used.

Yep, I've just waited for someone like you

someone who showed me Democrats aren't true

to their word or the things they do

they're just out to screw me and you.

She may have influenced

her constituents

to believe in her cause

a city with no police

no laws, no peace.

We're safer without is what she spews

Oh my Hunny, that's such old news.

She claims health and safety is her game

as another gang member raises and aims

another pull of the trigger the bullet fires

all because she desires

to fuck the police

all for the fame she hopes to reach.

Another homicide...

another young black man was shot dead,

while this commissioner turns her head.

Silence sometimes is louder than violence.

They insist that Portland’s winning

What was this all about in the beginning?

Does anyone remember the city we were?

All of my memories have become a blur.

Can anyone remind me when I cry

Will anyone find me after I die?

Another homicide

city council won’t decide

to quell this violence

it’s still met with their silence.

This is such an emergency

people are losing their lives

while this city decides

if they should move with urgency.

11.8.2021

Nov 12, 2021

Seen in FB today~ I cried.

And the new world is happening.

That’s why I think grieving ceremonies could help older people to adjust. Have some ceremony talking about how things were and what we feel we are losing. Somehow let that past go and move forward.

I think we still push and vote etc but with more acceptance that we will never enjoy life with the freedoms that we once enjoyed.

Please I am not talking about slavery or Columbus discovering America.

I am talking about as a kid being able to explore and learn without helicopter parents. Being able to enjoy a National Park or a trail without a thousand other people doing the same thing.

Being able to wander off-trail and explore without being concerned about finding a homeless camp or a marijuana operation.

Not having commercials pushing nothing but pills and Medicare plans or covid arms getting injected.

I can't see anything more than corruption

I never imagined witnessing such disruption.

The eruption of violence in this town

continued destruction as the city burns down.

As city leaders beg and plead

for the public trust because they indeed

have answers and solutions

that fit "all's" needs.

while the city demands absolution?

They've left hundreds dead in their wake

on their watch, slithering like dirty snakes.

How many more mothers will know

the pain it is losing her soul?

How many more mothers will bury a child

as the city allows criminals to roam free and wild?

How many more people will live with scars?

How many more will be hit by cars?

While city leaders think they're stars

and regular folk prepare to spar.

Defend their families is a must

because the city offers nothing we can trust.

12.2.2021

Next time ya wanna scream NIMBY

IF you were honest and true

I know you'd agree with me.

that includes not just me but You!

If you care to pick up spent needles

and condoms off the ground

if you like piles of shit from people,

people who just hang around

seeing tons of trash

and piles of ash

the filth that surrounds you

buy all means step up be true!

Come get someone take them home with you!

Bring a truck and help them pack

move them into your hood

I guarantee within 1 week you'd want them gone

you’d want them to move on

and never want them back.

They bring nothing good.

So scream at me, I'm not the only one

who doesn't want them in MY hood!

I'm just an honest one

who tells you they're far from "good".

Fu*k you!

At least I'm honest,

and never made a promise

I didn’t keep, at least I'm true.

12.2.2021

Rubby dub dub

throw 3 rioters in a fkn tub

scrub 'em mean

scrub 'em clean

listen to them turn into squealers

crying now for wheeler

bring back tear gas

stop this bitch from scrubbing my ass!!

Dec 2020

There are no more familiar voices

everyone made their choices.

They turned around and walked away

not one decided to fight for me and stay.

I've never been truly alone

no need to pick up the phone

there's no one to call,

I'm alone, my back against the wall.

What does one do when they are forced

against their will coerced

to believe in something that would steal

their morals, values, and integrity?

Leaving them no way to heal

taking their dignity

12.1.2021

Jojo:

She has a secret, I know what it is.

I can't keep it, cause I *want* to live.

She's only as sick as the secrets she keeps

I can't understand how that bitch sleeps.

What would you do if you got an email

from an old woman, frightened and frail?

An email that told you you're on her note

an email that told you she'd never again vote?

An email that told you she wants to end her life

because she's so frightened and her life is in strife?

An email that told you she's out of hope

that she sees no way to just cope?

A woman begging you to help her live

there's not a lot you'd have to give.

Would YOU sit there and let her suffer

or would you do all you could to try and buffer

the pain she's living, the tears she's crying,

memories from flashbacks she's reliving

those nights she believed she could be dying?

This woman came to you & shared her pain,

she didn't share this part of herself just to complain.

She came to you because of her pain

because this is YOUR domain.

You're in control of thousands of lives

you're failing, as this city can not thrive.

Still, she thought she'd give you a chance

but instead you continue your song and dance.

So with the secret, she's kept for so long

she's gonna write a brand new song.

Add a new chapter to her book

then watch as you begin to look.

Will you see her then

only when it's too late

to become the woman you wanna be seen as great?

years from now people will ask, "remember when...?"

That woman stood on the bridge

only because she WANTED to live.

Not because she WANTED to die

and the woman who had so much to give

turned her back and walked away

hoping that pesky old woman would just go away?

She's found the last of her strength

rewrote her note, she's willing to go to any length

to save her life, and LIVE her life once more

she's coming to settle a score.

12.1.2021

November 2021

If people would just read between the lines

if they actually just took the time

they'd see she just wants a chance to shine

a life again she can claim is "all mine."

Uncontrolled, UN-dictated

she's just tired of seeing all of the hatred.

There's really nothing to be debated

she is DYING, she's completely deflated.

She did nothing to deserve being left alone

traumatized, horrified, terrorized

emotionally decomposing in the eye of the riot zone

she's unable to move forward, she's paralyzed!

Her backs’ up against the wall

she has no one she can call

she’s trapped, give her some room to breathe

she’d gladly just walk away

just remove your sheath

she’d be gone in a week and 1 day.

She’d stumble away bruised and shattered

Just as you’ve treated her, she never mattered…

to you… she’s nothing.

But to me...

she is my everything.

11.29.21

While you and others laugh and roll your eyes

she sits at home, alone every single day, and cries.

She grieves for the life she had

that was snatched away

and people like you don't get just how sad

for her to know how deeply she's been betrayed.

You've blocked her comments,

you've silenced her

hoping she'll go away, become a blur.

She's not trying to win a contest.

So try to lend her a helping hand

try to understand

she doesn't wanna make demands

just help to get to her safe place to land.

11.29.2021

Riding The shipwreck into Utopia. Paradise

I’m just pointing out the hypocrisy

because apparently, it’s something you can’t see.

they say one thing, do another

it’s not the way to treat your brother.

So, say what you mean

and, mean what you say

or you’ll be known as the hypocrite of the day~!

She thinks she’s so empowered,

but she’s really just a coward.

She couldn’t fight to save her own life

if someone chased her with a knife.

I’m ready to settle the score dude.

I tried to talk to you,

you didn’t have to be so rude

breaking the law and you knew.

I gave you a warning

you laughed in my face

now ya got my rage swarming.

Be the smartass you are who has no class

I’ll aim and shoot the pellet in your ass.

I don’t care if you go down

I hope you cry

think you just might die.

I hope you sweat

I hope you shake

Laws weren’t meant to break

that’s my point now, you just might “get”.

I've never had an issue in fighting for the rights of others.

I’ve proudly marched with my sisters and brothers.

I've marched through the streets in protest.

Fighting for their rights was my quest.

I cried the day George Floyd died.

I marched when he was killed.

Held down against his will,

I do take issue, however,

with those who when fighting for said rights of others sever

blatantly turning & STOMPING the rights of ANOTHER.

I DO take issue with someone who incited violence,

was in a position to take action to stop the riots but met them with silence

I take issue with those who know the truth

about so many of Portland’s youth

when they threaten for months to ‘BURN IT DOWN”.

or ADMIT EXACTLY WHAT THEY WANT to be done in this town.

I take issue with a war zone being dropped into my neighborhood,

then being left behind by city leaders, including one who “proudly” speaks of when she served in the US Navy, yet she’s left people rotting in a riot zone.

I take issue with trusting whom I voted for, just to be betrayed & see my vote didn’t count.

I take issue with Portland’s so-called “leadership.”

No, not all cops are bastards,

but this politician is a liar

she lied about fires

she is this communities disaster.

She screams at us to fuck the police

to rethink community safety

she's the one who wants no peace

She's gone after her agenda hasty

she's placed EVERYONE in danger

and, really believes she's the game-changer.

She starts the fights when she incites

violence in the streets,

shows her hatred with each word she speaks.

10.29.2021

I'm so tired of living in this lawless city

so many residents only deserve my pity

don't know what happened to their integrity

or why they choose to act so dreadfully.

These aren't the people I thought I knew

something happened, everyone went askew.

Turns out they lied, they've no pride

they seem to take murder in stride

watching, as their neighbors have died.

These aren't the people I thought them to be

nothing like I thought I knew

how was it I didn't see

something had become so askew?

The lack of compassion, love, or empathy

have turned them into the enemy.

What was I supposed to do

about something I never saw or knew?

All I did was go to sleep

assuming my safety is something I’d keep.

I was awoken to a BOOM

as the reflection filled my room.

“This isn’t who we are” I claimed

as people rioted, looted, and burned

because they felt they’d been so spurned.

Their rage and anger churned

they hit a tipping point everything turned.

Violence filled the streets at night

as rioters fought an unfair fight

screaming into the faces

of men and women they’ve never known

filming them with their phones

while wearing the boots their momma laces.

Knowing if they get caught and go to jail

Mike will be there and scream, “No bail!”

Charges are dropped,

but at what cost?

Freedom of Speech, for a few, not all

They scream Fuck the Police,

they want NO peace

they’re willing to brawl.

People have died of H&R’s and homicides

while the city leaders decide

to let the crime rise

they close their eyes

meet violence with silence

allowing this to happen in their defiance.

Demanding everyone submit to their demands

yet NO ONE controls or commands…

me

Nov 3, 2021

I just waited for someone like you all my life

someone who fills it with grief and strife.

Come on Baby,

fuck with me.

I wanna teach ya a thing or two

ya went to school but never learned

what a woman will do when she's spurned

how it's hard, come time to "pay your dues"

be held accountable to those you screwed,

everyone you betrayed and used.

Yep, I've just waited for someone like you

someone who showed me Democrats aren't true

to their word or the things they do

they're just out to screw me and you.

She may have influenced

her constituents

to believe in her cause

a city with no police

no peace, no laws.

We're safer without is what she spews

Oh my Hunny, that's such old news.

She claims health and safety is her game

as another gang member raises and aims

another pull of the trigger the bullet fires

all because she desires

to fuck the police

all for the fame she hopes to reach.

Another homicide...

another young black man was shot dead,

while this commissioner turns her head.

Silence sometimes is louder than violence.

They insist that Portland’s winning

What was this all about in the beginning?

Does anyone remember the city we were?

All of my memories have become a blur.

Can anyone remind me when I cry

Will anyone find me after I die?

Another homicide, another suicide

city council won’t decide

to quell this violence

it’s still met with their silence.

This is such an emergency

people are losing their lives

while this city decides

if they should move with urgency.

11.8.2021

so you think I'm stupid

and that's just not the case

can't wait 'til karma visits you

and puts you in your place.

Go ahead and "ghost" it

cause ya know I'm gonna post it

I got nothing hidden I'm open wide

I'm not like you, one to run and hide.

11.17.21

~

She dug down deep

opened her eyes & looked inside.

What should she keep,

what should she toss aside?

The anger she holds needs to go

def something she needs to throw

as does the fear that keeps her near

someplace she used to call home

isolated, devastated, and left alone.

11.17.21

~

Call her cold-hearted

it's not how she started

before the fires and bombs

she had a place she belongs.

She has a place she called home

but has been abandoned

isolated and, left alone

desperate & scared in the riot zone

no one seems to understand

and lend her a hand.

How many more times will she shout

PLEASE Help me find a way out?

11.15.21

~

Someday, Portland will be A beautiful place again but not without tragedy.

11.12.21

~

Immorality isn't my reality.

A lack of conscientiousness and integrity in another human being is something I do not understand.

11.12.21

~

Like the coward, you are you can hide,

but you can't run.

Careful, you might slip and slide

in the blood that flows because of the gun.

when you decided to remove peace

and take the police from our streets

tear them apart piece by piece

and that every criminal you'd release

you'd instill fear amongst the community

letting criminals & junkies free with no impunity,

leaving us no choice

but to scream out

until you hear our voice

until you see we carry clout

until you do we will shout

louder than your silence

meeting this violence.

You're NOT Portland's Savior!

You're Portland's biggest failure.

11.12.21

~

If you wanna teach something when to talk,

and what to speak,

buy yourself a freaking dog! Make sure ya got treats!

11.11.21

~

Oregon wants its residents... shitholed.

*Sick

*Homeless,

*Illiterate,

*Transient

"Hammer & Tongs"

*Obedient

*Lawless

*Egotistical and...

*Dependent on them.

11.10.21

~

No, not all cops are bastards,

but this politician is a liar

she lied about fires

she is this communities disaster.

She screams at us to fuck the police

to rethink community safety

she's the one who wants no peace

She's gone after her agenda hasty

she's placed EVERYONE in danger

and, really believes she's the game-changer.

She starts the fights when she incites

violence in the streets,

shows her hatred with each word she speaks.

10.29.2021

Would you like to be the cause

Everyone's allowed to break the laws?

Watch crime hike

Homicides spike

As you sit in silence

Speaking nothing of the violence?

All to attain YOUR life goal

To gut the police and take their soul?

Such an awful vicious troll

Your game is new, yet SO old.

How many more VICTIMS will you let fall

All in the quest to have it all?

How many more times will you spit in the faces

or men and women you've never met?

How many more times will we see your place is

just to gain the power you think you'll get?

How many more times will you scream?

Insanely you think we share the same dream

to dismantle this once beautiful city

just to gain the pity

from those who support your cause

to live in a city without laws?

What I would wish on her...

this Commissioner?

The karma that she deserves.

I've never been one to just walk away

I've been beaten bloody

yet, in the ring, I stay

like a poor beaten puppy.

I can't help but wonder

when you get the call

if you'll just shrug it off...

or if you ever cared at all?

Please understand I don't want

to die or end my life.

That'd leave memories behind to haunt

I just can't do this pain and strife.

I've sat here in my home

scared, horrified and, left alone.

No one's come to my aid

even though I've begged and prayed

to a God, I do not understand,

perhaps I was too insistent with my demands?

Where was I supposed to go?

How could I have escaped?

I've been attacked

like a woman who's been raped!

Night after night they came,

they prowled and howled

like wild feral cats

spraying everything in their paths

leaving the stench

in the ash, they left behind

when they burnt this city to the ground!

And, to those who ROSE up

EVERYONE else denounced and frowned.

So perhaps this is my biggest plea!

I've been knocked to my knees

lying on the floor in tears

no one comes, no one hears.

I'll go lick my wounds again

and heal what little I can

so I'll still have the strength

to stand against your HATE!

I wish I could go to the park.

lie down in the grass

Just stare into the sky

and watch the clouds float by.

I wish I could go out and color

on the sidewalks with my chalk

it brought me joy

gave me a way to talk.

I wish I could call for help

and get the response that I deserve

but my life matters to no one here

no one gives a damn,

my voice goes unheard.

They've taken away the woman that I am.

Under the cloak of rage, I wear

is just a scared child, the world's gone wild.

It covers how vulnerable I am

that's nothing that I *feel*

that fear is obviously very real.

It covers and, hides my fear.

with its sleeve, I'll wipe yet, another tear.

I wish I could go to sleep at night

and know that I will sleep

know bedbugs won’t bite

I just wanna “sleep tight”.

How nice it’d be

to get 8-straight hours

in just one night

without anything that devours

my peace or, that brings fright.

11.23.2021

(complete)

Karma's there knockin' at the door

and, she's ready to even the score.

What's the price you will pay

when she's at your door to stay?

What will you think you should have done differently?

Perhaps listen to someone more intently?

Perhaps displayed a little more compassion?

Perhaps taking quicker action

offered a helping hand up

not kick someone when they're down.

She watches your face, as you begin to question yourself.

She sees you plainly, a disgrace.

Your ego needs boxed, set on a shelf.

This lesson's nothing anyone's done "to" you.

It’s something you should have known.

Karma’s on her way, almost at our door,

she’s ready to even the score.

What will be served is well deserved.

What she sees, what’s observed.

It depends on the good or bad

we’ve passed to another.

Did we treat everyone as our brother?

Truth is 1 thing you don’t smother.

Karma will one day visit us all.

Will you gracefully answer her call?

It’s how we’ve treated others that will decide

if we’re shamed or walk in pride.

11.24.21

"What ya gonna do when they come for you?"

I'm not talkin' about the boys in blue.

Lotta Pissed off Dems buying' a gun

hell, they never even wanted to own one!

People waking up,

starting to see cops aren't where they need to be.

There's not enough to go around

not enough to protect their town.

They're starting to take an honest look

they're afraid, to the core they've been shook.

Will another person will be murdered today?

"Could it affect me directly?" is what they may say.

THEY'LL PROTECT THEIR LOVED ONES

before they'll protect you.

Doesn't matter if you're White, Black or wear Blue,

THAT'S WHY PISSED-OFF DEMS ARE BUYIN' GUNS.

To protect themselves and watch criminals drop or run.

11.24.2021

Again I ask, how can 1 person see so many red flags & a group of 5 "adults" playing house at city hall can't even see 1?

I’M JUST HERE TO WHIP YOUR FLICK!!

DON’T EVEN ROLL YOUR EYES AT ME.

cockroaches

rats

Antifa

bedbugs

Slum queens

People have paid a high price

Perhaps taking quicker action offered a helping hand up not kick someone when they're down. She watches your face, as you begin to question yourself. She sees you plainly, a disgrace. Your ego needs boxed, set on a shelf. This lesson's nothing anyone's done "to" you.

If someone would just talk to us

and listen to what we say

they would understand us

and, help us find our way.

11.25.2021

Your momma?

She cares about them more than you

that should tell you a thing or two.

Does momma buy, wash & iron your clothes?

Does she care that you may never grow old?

Does she spit-shine your boots?

We know she doesn't care when you loot.

Does she clean between your toes,

lick between the cracks of your ass?

Raise you to be a man with no class?

Does momma pack your lunch

with a punch?

Write you a special, cute little note?

She's so proud of you she gloats!

Does she kiss you on the cheek

as you walk out the door

or does she tap your ass

as you walk past?

Does she say, "Son, be safe out there,

a lot of hate fills the air."

She knows that you could die.

She knows that the rest of her life she'd cry.

Yet she sends you out to fight a fight

that divides you and I

making nothing right.

But go ahead, riot tonight.

Fight your cowardly unfair fight.

Show everyone the difference

between you and me

while your mother sits home and cries.

You're not here to wipe her tears

now she'll suffer all her years.

She raised nothing but a little bastard

offers nothing now less than, disaster.

~~~

Can’t help but wonder how you sleep

knowing I’ve got your secret to keep?

I wonder if someone actually knew

this thing I already handed to you

that you’d turn your back and walk away

rather than help someone whose hurting find their way.

When all you can do is hang on,

you’re tired of having to be so strong.

When life becomes more than you can bear,

whoever you turn to, should be right there.

Not turn their back and walk away

hoping deeply you won’t stay.

Treat you like you’re some stray

who doesn’t deserve to survive another day?

Tell me what you will do

when on the ledge she stands

once she’s able to voice her demands

when she’s told you you’re on the list

I guarantee you’re gonna wish

you’d a picked up the phone and called her back

gave her a check and let her pack.

She doesn’t ask for more than what she needs

yet everyone’s been led to believe

she’s just the crazy lady who lives downtown

just making noise trying to bring Jojo down.

“Don’t believe her she’s just trying to tip the scales.

She lives in delusions.

she’s off the rails,

does nothing to find solutions.”

NOV 9 2021

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"C" is for Concerned @

"L" is for Lack of

"A" is for Accountability of

"C" is for Criminality &

"K" is for KILLINGS

*** in Pdx.

The current plan is to develop a plan to develop the plan, to announce the plan being developed.

CLOWNS IN CHARGE

Teds Travesty

Jojo’s House of Horror & Haunts

Schmidt’s Shithouse

Mingus’ Madness

Carmens Chaos

Sam’s Charade

Bullets, blood, barrels, and bears

flying flowing to keep people from dying

No police here to keep the peace

violence now rules the streets.

No, not all cops are bastards,

but this politician is a liar

she lied about fires

she is this communities disaster.

She screams at us to fuck the police

to rethink community safety

she's the one who wants no peace

She's gone after her agenda hasty

she's placed EVERYONE in danger

and, really believes she's the game-changer.

She starts the fights when she incites

violence in the streets,

shows her hatred with each word she speaks.

10.29.2021

They gave us death,

destruction and

violence.

They took away our breath,

put on quite the production,

now stand together in

silence.

They want you to believe

when they say they’re looking for relief

to stop the murder and the crime

doing only what will further the plan

during this self-imposed frightening time

Antifa’s the new& modernized Klu-Klux_Klan.

There was never a plan to stop this violence,

criminals are emboldened Portlander's are riotous

it isn't calm they seek

rather it is to make us weak

wear us down, slam us into the ground

expecting us to not make a sound.

They've asked too much of me

I'm gonna shake their tree

and see what might fall out...

I've got lots to tout.

I will not meet your silence with violence

I will scream in defiance, nor submit to your order of compliance.

I will fight until the day I’m dying

to keep another mother from crying

from another mother burying her children

because another bullet killed one.

10.28.2021

Doesn't pay her bills.

Files lawsuits against the city that pays her salary, & the PPB which she so desperately wants to be Commissioner of

Outright LIES.

Refuses to accept responsibility.

Blocks & silences those who oppose her.

Has a "my way or no way" attitude.

Being sued for NOT paying a 16,000-credit card debt.

Refuses to address ongoing & alarming violence, or the part she's played in it.

Responsible for Defunding the police 15 million dollars in July 2020, now 12.2021 claims the police weren’t defunded.

Sees the world in 3 colors Black, green, and white.

Hates the police, yet calls 911 because she’s “afraid for her safety” being left at the side of the road in PB country. Ha! Ha! So call in the white supremacists for protection, against the Proud Boys? ~SERIOUS eye roll~